This week has been one of the worst in my entire life, and as I know how much you guys love hearing about other people's suffering and pain and I thought I'd share this with you. So, enjoy.
The horror began before this week actually, when I had to visit my... um, how do you call a person that irritates the hell out of you and is obnoxious on levels you can't even comprehend and usually you're a calm person but when they're around you just wanna punch infants and also they think you're their best friend and that you love them very much to the point of willingly sucking on their genitals? Well, that. I was with them at their home and fuck I was traumatized (but what I've seen is not for the eyes of public so you'll have to send me a note if you wanna know.. please, you'll enjoy it xD)
Then my PC broke down because of a cooling malfunction.. I have no idea, really. I'll have to take it somewhere for people to repair it, but honestly, I'm not taking it as bad as I thought I would... I'm actually thinking about starting studying again ahah
I was really depressive on Monday, thinking about life and death and it gave me a fever. I never thought you could get yourself sick like that, but the fucking feeling of "ARGH WHAT'S THE POINT" mixed with "I have so much time, and in the same time so little, why am I wasting it?" was present up until yesterday morning and I had ansolutely no will to do ANYTHING. Talk about hormones yeah
Also, I tried to cut down my sugar intake but it only gave me a really bad outer body experience with envisioning sound and color (which is how it feels to be high, don't do drugs kids) so I had to munch on a huge bag of unhealthy stuff and I got a really bad acne breakout .______.
I also just ruined my opportunity to go out this weekend and have fun. Attention whore journal end!!